Vs. Brighton

Our last home game is today, and we're playing Brighton. We beat Honeoye by 1 game yesterday, and we played ALL 5 GAMES. Not so good... My thumb still hurts too :[ I can't text with it! Aha, I was so good at eating cereal with my left hand last night, it was ridiculous. Back on topic: We made sectionals! I'm excited, although I can't really speak for anyone else on the team. :P Nobody really wants to go, but I do. I was so mad I hurt my thumb last night, I almost let loose a "bad word" on the court. I set a ball that got hit over and Ohmigod, I didn't feel the pain at first then all it was, was searing pain in my thumb. Not good. If it screws up my playing time today I'm not going to be a happy camper.
I get to go home today though! The powderpuff game was cancelled, so silly us, thinking our game was going to go back to when it was supposed to be. [there was this whole conflict where we had to either wait till 7:30 or play in the B-gym because of the powderpuff game] Nah, we're still playing at the same time. Atleast I get to eat! Haha, I never have any good food with me after school.
Clare's Halloween party is tomorrow! OMG I'm so excited :D! Im gonna be a mobstahh haha. Big bags of money and a pimpin' hat. Oh so much fun.
Well, I'll write later cuz the sets almost over... I took like a 10 minute "bathroom break" to walk around with jake and chill with roya.
Peace :]

Your love will light my way, your memory will ever be with me

Speech & Debate is kind of morbid....

First we do a Eulogy, now we have to memorize an Epitaph. There are tons from this book he has [Mr. Luxemburg] and there are some that are related, others are just random. I guess some guy just went through gravestones and made up stories for how the person died...? I don't know, but we have to make a gravestone, and all this other stuff. Yeah, that's about all I wanted to say [haha, like 2 seconds after my last post :p ].

La la la, I'm hungry!
Lunch is in 5 minutes too. Woohoo! Blahh, yeah I'm done. Bye!

Re: "Swishy Pants"

Yesterday at Bloomfield, Chelsea and I were warming up when the Varsity team came runninbg out to warm up. I'm not paying attention to them because I'm too busy dancing around with Chelsea. Next thing I know, I hear the "swish swish swish" of their pants as they run. I turned to Papa [he comes to almost every game :) ] and said: "OMG PAPA! THEY HAVE SWISHY PANTS!" At first I don't think he got it, then I had to remind him: "in Aunt Kate's blog! The Swishy Pants!" Then he starts to laugh, and I laugh, and Chelsea's just standing there wondering why her best friend's going nuts over some pants. Even though we lost, I was in a good mood. All because of those swishy pants. :]

-Hopefully we don't lose to Bath today...





again.


Peace out! :D

Delicious Tacos

It was COLD this morning! I'm out there while its sprinkling, waiting for the bus, and struggling to pull my hoodie over my head. So obviously, Jerry takes his sweet time rounding the corner down the street while were huddled together shivering. Haha Jerry!
Photo was okay, [I have that 1st set] and i developed a picture of mom's chiminea [sp?] and it looks sweet! Although, I have a real problem with the fixer, I always get it on my clothes in random splotches; which when it dries it turns yellow, and Malachi always finds it hilarious. I'm laughing hysterically, let me tell you. :p Then Chem was good, [ugh, I should really do my labs...] and I skipped Civil Engineering & Architecture today. Then there was English- I took the Macbeth final test. OMG! Mrs. Borrelli let us listen to our Ipods while we were taking the test! BAH! It was awesome! I really hope I did as good as I thought I did...
I don't like Speech and Debate right now. I have no friends in that class. At all. Except for Max, but he doesn't count as like, one of my really good friends which of whom I love [Ex. Chelsea, Roya, Cara, Clare, Ireland etc.] So, we're doing a Sales Pitch and I get to work with the exchange student Mariya from the Ukraine. Fun right? Yeah, not my cup of tea. She doesn't talk loud enough and her english is so broken I have a lot of trouble understanding her. Plus, I'd feel more comfortable with someone I can connect with on some level, that way its not so awkward. I'd love to do well on this project and work well with Mariya but its hard. I'm already pushing myself to be in a class where I have no idea what I'm doing which is amazing for me, but this is hard, because its all the people that are in the opposite end of the swimming pool. Ugh, why do I have to try new things?! :P
The rest of the day went ok, I talked to Max in the lunch line, had lunch with Steph, and went to Pre- Calc. That class is hilarious! Theres Kelly, Shawn, Joey, Alexandra, and Julie. Ha, we nag on Joey so much its hilarious. Its like, mad easy too. Then after Pre- Calc I had to go all the way to the 2nd floor A-wing for U.S. History. We took a quiz, it was ridiculously easy [cause I studied! ;) -mom] So school ended, and I was staying after for Volleyball pracice [4-5!] haha, so I was chillin in the cafeteria with chelsea, emily, kaleigh, morgan, gabby, the JV morgan [not my neighbor, theres like 3 morgans on JV. Its ridiculous] and we were just goofing around then I got bored so I went to the photo room and developed some photos. Then there was practice, blah blah blah my day went on and on.

Finally practiced ended, I went home and ate lots of food, washed my game stuff, did hw, and watched the VP Debate.

Palin wants to take Polar Bears off the Endangered Species list just so she can drill in Alaska. Not. Cool.

Look how adorable they are!

Random Note:

For the past couple of days, I find myself really wanting tacos for dinner. Mmm, delicious tacos. Chicken or beef, I don't care, but man, I really want a taco!

Well, I should go. Mariya and I need to work on our "Sales Pitch" thing..... Woo! Chicago in one month! Ooh, and Halloween! I'm so excited, my friend Clare is having a Halloween Party & I'm so psyched!

Okay, bye! :]

Mananananananana BATMAN!

Yes, its true. Today is SUPERHERO DAY! haha, man do I love this school. Of course, everyone who actually dresses up is a complete loser but hey, its what I do. :p Ha, I'm Batman today, if you couldn't tell. Everyone dressed up as Batman.... Not Cool guys. Monday was Sports Day, Tuesday was Hippie Day [lame] today is Superhero Day, Tomorrow is 80's Day [:D!] and Friday is SPIRIT DAY! Its upsetting though how no one dresses up for spirit week anymore. :[
Anyways, I'm in Civil Engineering right now, and theres a sub. Mmmmhm, I spent 2 1/2 hours last night finishing up my project, and HE'S NOT HERE. Urg! So the sub was like, "finish your project if you haven't already." And I'm like "Are you kidding me?!" I spend an hour and a half on the bus to Bath yesterday, watched JV lose, then we lost [wt?! its BATH] and then spent an hour and a half on the way home istening to heavy metal and screamo. Oh, and we listened to Coach tell us over and over about how "he'd never see the day when we lost to bath, how we've punished ourselves enough, and the embarrassment we'll face tomorrow telling everyone we lost to Bath. Not. Cool.
So, today is a day for me to be all "woo!" and therefore:
OMG YAY! I developed my film today! I did so well, granted I took 15 minutes in the dark dark room, and then I cut off maggie's butt in the last photo, but it was fun! I was dancing the whole time i was adding fixer, stop and developer. :) haha, man I love my life. I ran down the hall this morning singing "Mananananananananananana BATMAN!!!" and people just stared. All my friends are like "omg I love you." Haha, yeahh, I'm cool.
Well, I have nothing to do right now, sooo yup. That's my story for today.

Speech & Debate

We have to write a Eulogy. Ironic, he gives us the assignment the week of the 1 year anniversary of Uncle Jim's death. I've decided I want to speak about Uncle Jim, that way everybody can know a little bit about him, and think "Hey, she had a pretty cool uncle."
I miss him. That day I didn't cry. Mom cried, Mimi and Papa cried, Aunt Kate cried, and I'm sure many others cried as well, but not me. I got to watch a kitten whose front paws don't work, roll around & push himself across the floor to play with his owner. I played in the big HF-L vs Livonia game, and we lost 3-1. I came home and watched my mom tear up then breakdown. I still didn't cry. I still feel like I have to be the one who doesn't cry, the one that has to be strong for everyone else. I don't like being sad, I really don't. I wanted to cry, I wanted to just sit against my locker on the floor and just bawl my eyes out. I teared up a little when Kevin asked me what was wrong then just hugged me till I felt better.

I don't want to be sad, but I am.
I want to make everything better, but I can't.
I want to go back in time and somehow find a way to fix what was broken, and I know thats impossible.
I want him here, I wish it had never happend to us.
But thats not how it works, we have to live with it everyday, and hope that it'll get better as time goes on.
I guess I'll have to be a bit more patient, because it still hurts to much to think, to wonder "if."

I love you Uncle Jim, and I miss you every day.
Theres not a day that goes by where I don't grab the heart around my neck and wish you were still here.
"Where'd all the good people go?"

:[

So I guess I had a bad dream yesterday night. I was staying up late because I wanted to watch the WWE shows we've recorded before Sean deleted them. So, I'm staying up as late as I can and I fall asleep. Now, this is the part where I have my bad dream; well, my mom says it was a bad one so I'll take her word for it. Here's my dream:

I was sitting at the end of the kitchen table at Mimi's house where my dad sits every Sunday. Then to my left, where Mimi normally sits is Uncle Jim, and next to him is Aunt Kate. Were all talking and laughing, then I guess I'm eating something so there I am talking and sitting with whatever I'm eating. Then Uncle Jim asks for a piece of whatever I'm eating so I rip off a piece of my food and give it to him. Now I notice Aunt Kate's looking at me weird and then she starts to cry, so I give her the "What are you giving me that look for?" look, and I look back to where Uncle Jim is supposed to be, and he's not there anymore. Then I start crying along with Aunt Kate. Then I wake up and I'm bawling my eyes out at like, 3 in the morning.
Not the most pleasant dream I've had, but I didn't think it was bad. That's like, the first dream I've had with him in it since he passed away.
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Next Wednesday is the 1 year "anniversary" of his passing away. [Already?!] I have to play Livonia; HF-L's main rivals that same day. Not fun. This week has not started out great for me.



Oh, won't this be fun.

Vs. Byron- Bergen

It did not go too well in the "winning" department. However, we played phenomenally and I was able to start and play in each of the three games. [I went back row for Camaryn when she was done in the front row] I also had an AMAZING kill; I was like "WOAH! Where did that come from?!?!" I was practically shaking. Coach is proud of me for doing what he asked and playing well. Hopefully I'll do well in practice so I'm able to (partially) start again. :] It was a lot of fun.

Tonight I'm missing Unforgiven. Its sad that I'm a junior in high school and I loooove WWE. I was so upset when I found out I couldn't go. Sean is still there, and I'm here. WOO stinkin HOO. It'll be one of my goals from now on to go to a WWE match whether its Friday Night Smackdown or Monday Night RAW or a combinatioln of all three: Smackdown, RAW or TNA. Yep, I will go to a show if my life depends on it. Which it does.

So I'm off to buy some more music, shower, then go to bed. Because Kirsten is sleeeeeepppyyyyy. [yawn] See? Haha, G'night. :D