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So I guess I had a bad dream yesterday night. I was staying up late because I wanted to watch the WWE shows we've recorded before Sean deleted them. So, I'm staying up as late as I can and I fall asleep. Now, this is the part where I have my bad dream; well, my mom says it was a bad one so I'll take her word for it. Here's my dream:

I was sitting at the end of the kitchen table at Mimi's house where my dad sits every Sunday. Then to my left, where Mimi normally sits is Uncle Jim, and next to him is Aunt Kate. Were all talking and laughing, then I guess I'm eating something so there I am talking and sitting with whatever I'm eating. Then Uncle Jim asks for a piece of whatever I'm eating so I rip off a piece of my food and give it to him. Now I notice Aunt Kate's looking at me weird and then she starts to cry, so I give her the "What are you giving me that look for?" look, and I look back to where Uncle Jim is supposed to be, and he's not there anymore. Then I start crying along with Aunt Kate. Then I wake up and I'm bawling my eyes out at like, 3 in the morning.
Not the most pleasant dream I've had, but I didn't think it was bad. That's like, the first dream I've had with him in it since he passed away.
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Next Wednesday is the 1 year "anniversary" of his passing away. [Already?!] I have to play Livonia; HF-L's main rivals that same day. Not fun. This week has not started out great for me.



Oh, won't this be fun.