Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The Fear

"Sometimes you have to lose yourself to find yourself."

Being on your own sometimes breaks you down, but it can also make you stronger. Learning how to depend on yourself is one of the greatest things you can learn. Sure, people can always help you to get what you want or need, but then how do you know whether or not you could have done it by yourself?
Now, this is going to sound bad, but lately I've been just hanging around by myself while my friends go do the things they do. And you know what? I'm perfectly fine not being included. I like being by myself. I have plenty of time to think, draw, read, watch movies, do things I can't really do when I'm chilling with my friends.

I don't know what right and whats real anymore,
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore.
When do you think it will all become clear?
Cause I'm being taken over by the fear.

Lily Allen- the Fear

1 comment:

Judester said...

Sweetie - your gram just died. You need time to be on your own and feel. To think and reflect. You haven't found your footing yet from Uncle Jim dying and this sort of pushes you down again. Give it some time, you'll feel like hanging with your friends again soon. You just need some time to grieve.