Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I'm Not Moving

It seems that when someone you love goes away, everything else seems to stop. No, time doesn't actually freeze, but you're just going through the motions. You don't see as clearly or as bright, until that person returns and your life is once again filled with color.
This hazy state is maddening. He's never coming back. Does anybody else really get that he can't and is not coming back?! I'm here, stationary, while everything around me is moving fast. Life will eventually pass, and I've just been frozen. I'll forever be waiting here, in the hopes that maybe, just maybe, this is all a bad dream or a joke or something. At any time he'll jump out and say "Gotcha!" but it's not going to happen.
I'm stuck here while everyone else is moving, because he left. I'm not moving. I will never move.




The Man Who Can't Be Moved- The Script

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